Tuesday - MoonlightEnvy
Jan. 23rd, 2007
12:20 pm - Tuesday
Tuesday is going to be my hell day. I have class from 1:15 to 4:30, then History from 5:00-8:00pm! We're watching a movie in English, probably taking notes in Biology (there is no book so I am forcing myself to go), and then 3 hours of History hell.
I gotta go finish getting ready, and forcing myself to go to English. I think I am going to try to change my schedule around because I have a feeling that 6 hours of clsss is going to be too hard.
I think I really need to change my schedule around but I like my English professor, my Biology class is only offered at one time, and I already bought the books I need for History and I have Amanda'd old notebook from the class. I NEED all these classes, so I just gotta suck it up.
I am going to use this week to get my shit together. Life isn't ment to be easy I guess. I gotta keep my eye on the prize, May 9th, the end of the semester. Although I cannot wait for summer, it is like a double edged sword. Yes it will be summer, but it is my last semester in my room, which is kind of sad to me. Plus I will be another 3 months older. I always remember the past, "2004 was soooo awesome" but in 5 years will I be like, "OMG January 2007 was the best time of my life!" I feel so old anymore and it is depressing. I know I am 21, but I still identify with being in my late teens.
My new motivational phrase is by Matisyahu,
"Sometimes the world is dark and I just can't see
With these, demons surround all around to bring me down to negativity
But I believe, yes I believe, I said I believe
I'll stand on my own two feet"
I would like to think that everything is going to work itself out the right way. :)